DarkOsprey2002

So uh.. this exists. Yeah. It's been a while. So in case anyone still follows me/wonders about how I am... I'm 14 now, a helicopter pilot in training. This past year has been the craziest year I've ever been through but... well. 2017 has started off very well. I told the person I liked that I liked them. Finally. I haven't ever written about them here. But they.. they returned the feeling. I've been riding on this joy, this knowing that oh god he actually likes me back, even now I want to cry. And I'm so happy. they make me a better person and I... I love them. I'm 14 and I'm happy for once. This is a good point. Let's start again.

I'm tired of defying stereotypes. But that's all I've ever really done. I was never the girly-girl when I grew up. I wasn't afraid to get dirty and live. I played soccer. I rode horses. Yet, I had perfect grades. And then I became stronger when I lost friends. I started parkour - started moving and living to the beat of some unknown song. (I was always the only girl in parkour. For that, I had to prove that I was not weaker) And then I became different. I feel like I've lived through so much more. I'm in my teens, did you assume that? And yet I feel like I'm in my twenties. And then I started flying. I'm in flight school. I fly helicopte